for the longest time my biggest dream has been to buy you a house with a piano and it is still my dream that dream still exists but now i don't know you sold your car your piano your guitars your bus, your generator, your tools and threw away even more. to begin again you said. but why? for who? you said you could never kill yourself and i guess you proved yourself right with a bruise you left like coils the rope around your neck to remind us of your anger and your pain i was mad but couldn't help but worry knowing you sold it all so you could die like Anthony said he once had |